And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, I never saw it coming.
& its all about love.
Saturday, October 25, 2008 @ 8:11 PM

wcurrently at lan...
come lan still blog...lols...

haix...
was late for filming 2dae...as i slept 2am ytd...
went sch till 12pm>piano lesson till 4.45pm>work till 12am>celebrate dear ah qing's
bday till 1am plus =)
veri veri busy ytd...so veri tired &cant wake up for morning de filming 2dae...
sry guys...

after tt went walk walk, actually happy happy de till kevin told me sth...
i cant help it, &cried straight away in de bus...
i think i myself dun even noe i xxxx him so much...

all i wan to sae is "can u dun? take it as i beg u hao le...make it as my bday wish hao le...
i will do anything to exchange for yr presence..."

i realli cant take tt kind of pressure...cant take anymore suprise alreadi...
no more plz...
i feel lyk im dreaming...i hope im too...
but i think tis nightmare is going to be a veri long one...

a part of me is telling me not to...but i noe every sadness of mine is "control"
by myself... i guess if i let go...everything will be fine.......is tt true?
but how am i suppose to? after so much...after so long??

everymemoriesisjuzsoprecioustomebeitgdorbadevenifichosetoletgoiwillstillcryn
missuiguesscostherertoomuchmemoriesle...istillloveubutyrloveistoohurtfulforme
ttiseemtobebleedingeverydaybecosofu...


your voice, was the sound track of my summer...