Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 8:43 PM
had my tragus pierce 2dae...hua pei me...i was squeezing her hand veri tight lo...but turn out im juz suprise tt its nt painful/swollen at all...dunnno y...&i love de tragus pierce...but i dun lyk de tragus stud...but i still lyk it!i hav nth much to post 2dae...morning wake up n went somerset for filming...im not late. tt is de gd thingrealli tired...after tt went back to sch for awhile...somethings happen...n i turn all emo/moody/sad/fucked up...& i admit i cried...haix...cry finish...im fine nw...i dun wan to think abt it le...no matter wat...do u think i will believe tt after so much has happen? no matter wat...i dun wan to give up...at least i noe nt nw...juz let everything happen naturally ba...be it gd or bad...i juz wan to make a wish nw...i hope everything can go back to square one...lyk how we use to be last time...i wan us to be playing in class, running abt, hitting, laughing...can? i dun wan us to becos of tis...n tok less to each other, or even feel weird towards each other...i noe im not those type, im sure u r nt too...i juz wish tt everything can go back to de way it was last time...plz...&ismu...i dunno y...me, yue, hua r lyk triplet...1 by 1 gt problems...1 by 1 cry...1 by 1 sad...n 1 by 1 ok...im realli grateful to u guys...went mac 2dae actually wan talk talk, but turn out i was nt toking at all for abt half an hr i think...juz crying...but they r still there for me...n trying to make me laugh...turn out 3 of us were sitting 2gether at de mac sofa, laughing at other ppl, de way they eat, tok all tis...veri fun though...lol...i love u guys alot alot...to yue & hua:dun need to feel guilty over it...so wat if yr r de one who send de sms? yr r juz doing it for me...its wat i wanted to sae anyway...ya...althought yr send it at de wrong time...but im all fine nw...realli...u guys being there for me is alreadi helping me le...everything is going to be fine de...im sure...your voice, was the sound track of my summer...
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