And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, I never saw it coming.
& its all about love.
Sunday, November 30, 2008 @ 7:00 PM

no work for me 2dae!
& i hav slept for hours! lyk finally laaaaaaaaa!!!
V^.^

ytd nite i 1030pm jiu sleep le lo~~~
wooooooooooots
wake up 1pm plus 2dae
had my lunch...blah blah blah...
then went back to sleep again...

& i juz wake up
cos im hungry =)
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juz finish my dinner.
food sucks~~~
its lyk everyday eat de same thing...
is not tis, is tt le...damn boring...
haix...
fucked up...


i noe im not suppose to...
but image of yr face still appear in my mind...
how hav u been?

its been 2 days since i last show u...
i cant stop looking at de last sms u send me...
it seems lyk i dun hav control over my own feelings...
memories shall always be in my heart...
u shall always be in my heart...

i swear to god i still miss u...
give me some tym...
tym will heal everything...
haix...

i juz read tis from baylene's blog
" i juz realised it rhymes,
omg, u sad bitch,
happy on de outside,
but yet, crying inside. "

im tt fucking sad bitch
(she is nt referring to me anyways)
everytime i smile,
i felt so guilty to those who get to c my fake smile.
mother fucker...

im feeling so lousy nw
felt lyk a loser
seeing tt pathetic me in de mirror...
i feel lyk slapping myself...

its all his bloody fault...
but i only hav myself to blame...