And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, I never saw it coming.
& its all about love.
Thursday, November 27, 2008 @ 9:52 PM

tml will be de last day of sch le...
de day im afraid of is finally here...& im fucking hell crying rite nw.
will i be able to c u 1 last tym tml before holiday?
will i even be able to c u during de holiday?
will i still be able to c u next yr?

my dear boy...i will miss u...i realli will...
it realli hurts me to c tis happening...
i swear to god im willing to do anything to c u next yr...
but everything is juz too late...
how can everything seem sooooo easy to u...but im de 1 crying?
realli had enough of it...
but memories is wat has been holding me back...

to god:
i promise to let go...but can u let him come back next yr? im willing to let him go...juz to c him come back next yr... ='(