Friday, February 06, 2009 @ 12:35 AM

flicker minded me. feeling so lousy in de heart & mind right nw...thinking abt tt situation simply creeps me out! lyk WTF! i hav no idea y im writing in tis format as well. SEE! everything is not right! ahhhhhh! having alot of ppl caring abt me n stuffs dun seem to help much actually, y?becos those fucked up worries in my heart/mind is still there! its not tt i dun appreciate my dear friends hearing me out, but wats gonna happen eventually happens...its only a matter of time. im trying my veri best to run away from de fact n not to think abt it. im best at lying to myself anyways. SUCH A BITCH! getting all fucked up wit my own thinking/feelings. its alreadi feb nw... fast is de word! & when tt mother fucking time comes, i swear to god im gonna cry lyk there is no tml!!! ahhhhhh!